By changing my major I have to try and catch up with all my classes. 

This semester.... 19 credit hours

Will someone please karate chop me in the face. What a stupid idea. 

My new slideshow is kind of a tribute to this summer and all the wonderful times we had.

So summer is done. Classes started today and bla..it's not going to be the same.

This was my first summer being single in a long time. I had such a blast. On top of that I spent a good part of the summer in Australia with some wonderful, amazing people. I love each and every one of them from here to the moon.

I got to spend SOO much time with Peter. He's my best friend and I value the MANY long talks we've had. Especially the few in the past two weekends. Now that summer time is over with and we both start classes and work it's going to be so different. We talk to eachother atleast 3 or 4 times a day, and I can see his townhouse from mine, but it's just not the same. It's not going to be like when we're up north, being lazy and loving eachother. Or when we're sitting around drinking beer and telling HORRIBLY lame jokes. Now it's class, work and I have to start sharing him with all his neighbor girls who are falling in love with him....... I dont like that. I just want to be selfish and never give him up.

Today has been such a horrible day. Not because classes started, but just because all of the sudden I feel so alone. I've bawled my eyes out the past two Saturday's to Peter because that's when it hits me most. Yeah, we party hard and have all sorts of fun, but at the end of the night..well..yeah, I head home and realize that it kinda sucks having no one. I can't even sleep lately because I hate this feeling. I dont want to dive into a relationship just for the sake of having one. I just want to have that someone. That one person who I know loves me for me. Who can see past all my flaws and see what I have to offer........

Tahiti was amazing. It was nice to just get away for a few weeks. I miss the crew from the yacht already. It was my family, my dad's friend and his family (who own the boat) and then a crew of ten. Let me tell you what, they did EVERYTHING for us. It was unreal...There was one of the mates that I totally fell in love with...So another trip is in the planning to go back to the boat and visit sometime soon. Maybe during Christmas break. The owners are doing a 15 month trip around the world. We're meeting up with them next summer in Alaska for two weeks which should be a blast. They've already been through the bahamas, Belieze, Panama (Then took the Panana Canael across to the pacific) Then we were with them in Tahiti...From then on it it's Fiji, Australia, New Zealand, Papa New Guinea, Japan, Russia....Unreal..the list keeps going.

Tonight I get to spend the whole night with my bestest friend in the whole wide world..Peter John. I can't wait..Just me, him, the hot tub and some beer. Should be a wonderful time.

I've missed you all SOO much. Come stop out at the townhouse SOON. ANYTIME. Even if it's only for a little bit. I love you guys!

Finally just got done back from Ryans and finished up all my packing. We leave for Tahiti at 5:00am. I'm pretty pumped. We'll be there until the 19th on a family vacation with my Dad's best friend since elementary school and his family on their yacht. Should be a splendid few weeks.

P.S. Aug. 25 or 26 = one rockin theme party at our townhouse. One final bang before classes start. More to come when I get back and figure out all the final details with my roomates.

Love you all very much!

My Best Friend in the whole wide world....

Weekends at the townhouse.

Days on the boat....

 Evenings at the beach.

 Sea-dooing out in Holland.

I love you Peter John Woudwyk. Thanks for being my bestest through it all.